Preparing to Disengage

1. the esther study ended after ten great weeks. i loved studying the book of esther. it was so perfect for my time and season in life. and beth moore was awesome.

2. started another study last week on "sharing Jesus without fear" which runs for four weeks. it has been convicting, reminding me of my purpose on the planet.

3. my brother did it first. my sister planned it out ahead of time. and me? late like always. well, i'm finally at that point where i know i have to do it. i've hesitated in the past, afraid of hurting people. but the truth is, the longer the i stay, the more i get hurt. i have to get out. disengage from this family and start my own family...even if it's a family of one (in fact, i'd prefer it). it will be difficult and people will be hurt and a struggle is to be expected. but this is it.

4. at least i know that i'll never be alone because my God is faithful.